Fear of Failure

Over the past two months I have been looking for jobs. I look online, go to job ministries, and even have networked with friends and Emory alumni. The problem is I cannot find a job. I have passed my teachers test, I have been applying like a crazy woman, and all I have to show for my efforts is a part time job at Bath and Body Works.

It is in the past day or two that I have come to a very revealing realization. I am afraid to get a new job. I am afraid I will fail again. Failure is something I don't see as being an options, so therefore in my subconscious I have been not wanting call backs, not wanting people to even look at my application and resume, not wanting to job.

I have one question now

What is wrong with me?