Just Kidding

So dating is not going to happen for me. I thought I was ready, but realized on my date Saturday that until I stop comparing guys with one of my best friends (John) that I am not going to be ready. Yeah this is a strange realization, but when you have one of the best guys ever as a good friend it is hard to settle for less. I know that things with John and I at one point could have worked out, but now we are living over 20 hours drive from one another and will probably only get to see each other if we are lucky one time a year. Maybe someday we will end up being closer again, but for now I am just going to continue enjoying being single,